Monday, January 26, 2009

My poor baby.


Well she's sick again. Damn dr was wrong again. I'm just at my end with this. She's been throwing up all day, started running a fever yesterday and started playing with her ear 2 days ago. I just feel so bad cause I can't do anything for her cause I have no clue what the deal is. So we are at the dr again but different one this time. Maybe these guys can figure it out!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

It's been a crazy ass weekend!

So it all started Friday morning.....

I woke up Olivia and she was running some fever so I got over to my dads to drop her off.....she was acting the same as she did when she got sick last time. She drank just a lil bit of her milk and then 5 min later she threw it all up. So I just said I was going to call the Dr asap and get her an appointment. My step-mom said she had thrown up 3 more times during the day. I picked her up and took her to the Dr at 2......she threw up at the Dr's office about 3 more times. Finally got into see the Dr. and she said O it's a stomach bug....I basically just broke down and said NO this is not a bug this has to be something else! So they checked her sugar and it was 178. I was like so what does that mean? So she suggested that I take her to the ER at Medical City......so we did. After 5 hours of tests and being drove crazy by my brother-in-law.......the Dr came in and said it's a UTI.........I just wanted to hug that man! That's what has been causing all this drama? Much relief! It's an easy fix. So thanks to the Dr for believing that there is a such thing as a mother's instinct! So she's getting the meds that she needs and she'll be better in no time!

Then we spent the weekend at my in-laws. My brother-in-law drives me nuts cause he's just a brat.....and that's an understatement! He picks on the boys all the time. Just nags at them and bullies them. I just try to keep them separate but not always possible. When we had got back from the baby shower all the kids were playing outside and playing fine. About 15 min after getting back Tyler comes in and says Ryan and Shawn are beating up on Austin. So I run out and Ryan and Shawn (next door neighbor's kid.) were on top of Austin w/ his face in the ground beating the shit out of him. I run over and push them off and tell him what a piece of shit he is and it takes every inch of me to just not punch this kid. (Ryan that is.) He gets in my face and starts yelling at me and telling me it's Austin's fault! ARE YOU KIDDING ME! You're 12 and Shawn is 12 and both are way bigger then Austin and both of you are ganging up on him.....HOW IS THAT FAIR?? So I just yell to Austin and Tyler to get their shit and load up were going home. I was so pissed off. Traci always just "talks" to Ryan....I'm like what? That kid needs a good ass whooping. I felt like punching him....that says something when an adult wants to punch a 12 year old! I can't tell you how much restraint it took me to not hit him! Uhhhhhh.......She went in to his room and "yelled" at him. Ryan just kept saying that it was Austin's fault and blah blah blah! So basically we won't be going over there for a very long time!

My weekend started out crazy and ended even worse! Thanks for listening to my vent!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Janauary weight loss......

Well.... I checked last weekend and I had lost 11 lbs and just in this week I have lost 3 more lbs!!! 14 lbs in almost a month!! Doesn't feel like much but it still makes me giddy and it makes me want to continue on!! Really could go for that big ol fat juicy hamburger....... But I'll stick to my health turkey sadwhich!!! So yeah go me!!

Janauary 21, 2009. I've lost 3 more lbs!!! Total of 17!!! Just incase you weren't counting!!! LOL!!

Janauary 30, 2009
I've lost 3 more lbs!! Wow! If I keep this up I'll be at my ideal weight by mid May!! Holy freakin cow!! I'll have reached my orignal goal +20 more lbs in half the time Ive given myself!! Never thought I could come close again! Yeah!!

Friday, January 9, 2009

Big goals for 2009!!

Ok so it's a whole nother year and I have set some high goals!!

My new years resolution was to just give up my diet coke and cut back to 1 coffee a day! Doesn't sound so bad!! Yeah right!! That saying you don't realize how much you love something till it's gone thing....it doesn't just go for people either!! LoL!! I've done very well and I'm 2 weeks in!! I started a couple days before Christmas!

My BIG goal for the year is to loose 40 lbs!!! I know right!! That's a lot!! I really want to loose more but that's my first goal! Don is leaving on the 15th and he'll be back he says sometime before thanksgiving!! So I've set my goal at 10 months to loose 40 lbs!! Now if I could just get to excersing I think I could do this!! It's just so hard when I don't have someone there to motivate me! If it were anything else I could do it w/ out help but loosing weight has been my struggle! So here we go!! 40lbs in 10 months!! Am I just crazy? Awww.....

(Yes this is exactly what I put on myspace but I'm going to do follow ups on here! Not there! )